Deep Sea Fish by Chi hui (迟卉). Chapter 5 of 5. Translated by Max Roberts. Read Chapter 1 here, Chapter 2 here, Chapter 3 here, Chapter 4 here.
5 – Deep Sea Fish
The Ana Gorge had also been affected by the rising sea level. Yan Si arrived to find that they had been forced to turn off heating, and relocate life-support equipment to tunnels out of reach of the rising sea. People were crammed into any space they could fit into, which was every tunnel that could support life. Some were too scared to take off their pressure since even though it was perfectly safe. The horrors they had seen during the destruction of Rose city left them deeply shaken.
Yan Si offered to help with the distribution of supplies. He wasn’t as graceful as the Titanese, but a lifetime of Earth’s heavier gravity meant that he was stronger than any of them, and could work two shifts without feeling tired.
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Soon they started running low on supplies but still the solar battering continued. And there was no way to get anything else. There wasn’t much carbon to go around to begin with, only enough for the Chen family and the occasional tourists. With so many people, the cycler couldn’t keep up, and many went hungry.
“We have to get through to the Saturn orbital station,” a young man said. “We need help!”
“We are hundreds of meters underground, so just how do you propose we do that?” An old technician answered.
The young man’s face went red. “We could head up through the tunnels, they lead straight to the top of Mount Wilkins,” another voice said.
Hopeful murmurs swept through the ground. But the technician shook his head.
“Mount Wilkins is Saturn side,” he chuckled bitterly. “The station is in orbit over the other side of Titan. We’d never get a message through with an entire moon in between them. And there’s no hope of repositioning the relay satellites, the controls were all destroyed in Rose City.”
Silence.
“I have an idea,” said a high voice. “All I’d need would be a radiation suit and a jet pack.”
Yan Si couldn’t believe his ears. He turned his eyes to the voice and met the gaze of Ishinali Chen.
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There were climbing together. The tunnel to the summit of Mount Wilkins was almost vertical, so a spiral staircase had been cut into its walls.
But whoever had made them obviously hadn’t had humans in mind. Each ‘step’ was as tall as Yan Si. He grabbed the edge of each one, and straining with all his might, pulled himself up.
“Why don’t you just jump up? You’ll pull a muscle doing that.” Ishi asked as she helped him struggle up another ledge.
“I’m afraid I’ll fall off the side,” Yan Si said, looking down the centre of the twisting staircase at how far they had climbed. The ground looked to him like it was at least 200 metres away.
“Ha ha, you are such a deep sea fish.” She laughed loudly at him, and leapt up onto the next step.
“Excuse me?”
“A deep sea fish. All you Earth people are.”
She smiled again. “Look at gravity like an ocean. Deep space has no gravity, so it’s sea level. Earth’s gravity is so strong, so it’s like the seafloor. So people like you who live on earth are like those bottom feeding fish who always stick to the seafloor. Deep sea fish.”
“So that makes you, what, some kind of shallow water fish, does it?”
She laughed. “Of course.” She jumped up again, landing lightly on another step. “Professor, I’ve been reading about the ruins on Rhea, and the lunar surface. Those lifeforms went into space without developing any kind of technology for it, didn’t they?”
“Yes.” That was one of the main points of his work. He didn’t know why she was bringing it up now though.
“They are the real shallow water fish. They just jump, and reach the stars. And he we are, we’ve been trying to reach the stars for the last million years. To us, space rockets are the high technology, but to them they just means of reproduction.” She shrugged. “I figure, if they can do it, I can too. If we can reach Mount Wilkins, I think I might be able to get into orbit from there.”
Yan Si stopped. He knew that it just might be possible..
“Why didn’t you tell me before we left?”
“My mother was there, she would just cry and try to stop me. I couldn’t let her do that.” She smiled. “All it’s going to take is a little push. The jet pack will be enough. I’ll follow the seeds to Rhea. – Actually, I won’t even have to make it that far, just 100 km towards the dark side, and I’ll be able to contact the orbital station.”
“I’d rather you didn’t go alone.”
“We only have one radiation suit, professor.” She shrugged again. “I know what I’m doing, I’m not a child any more.”
Yan Si didn’t answer. They continued climbing.
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The closer they got to the summit, the more cracked and broken the steps became. Yan Si couldn’t be sure, but it seemed that a combination of the corrosive liquid methane that rained down occasionally, the rising temperature, and the fact that the steps were made of nothing more than ice, was causing them to break up. All he knew for sure was that just as they climbed high enough to see daylight poking through the top of the stairwell, the step Ishi was standing on gave way, and she fell over the side.
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“Whoa…” Ishi’s voice, quiet but still terrified, came across the com unit as she disappeared.
“Ishi!” He reached out but she fell past before he could grab her.
The wind rushed through the opening at the top of the tunnel, making her fall faster. Yan Si saw her try to open the wings on her suit, but all this did was drive her into a wall as she fell. Finally he heard the heavy crunch of impact with the ground. Then all was still and dark.
He turned, and ran down the steps as fast as he could, shouting Ishi’s name.
“Professor…” Her thin voice. Yan Si held his breath and tried to run faster.
“Ishi, are you all right?”
“Professor, did you know…” He could hear her struggling to breathe. Internal bleeding? Had she broken her back? A rib? Yan Si tried to hail Ana Gorge over his comm unit, but couldn’t get through. The walls were too thick.
“Professor…” Her voice was getting smaller. “You know, I’m a deep sea fish too… We all are. We can only live at the bottom of the ocean, we need our pressurised domes… We can’t live in the shadows… We can’t survive there… If we stay in there too long, we… We die…”
“No, Ishi! We are in the shallows now, aren’t we? We’re there! We can do it! Ishi!”
“The stars are so beautiful, I would have loved to go there, to catch up to them, and tell them that we too can… Can…”
Her voice faded away and finally disappeared.
By the time Yan Si made it all the way down, Ishi had already stopped breathing. Her eyes were open, still staring at the tiny patch of sky visible at the top of the tunnel.
After a moment, Yan Si took the radiation suit and jet pack from her body, and started up the stairs again.
When he reached the top he opened the wings, and flicked on the jet pack. He soared like a bird up through Titan’s atmosphere. The stars winked at him, growing ever brighter. He couldn’t help but think of Ishi’s eyes.
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Titan calling orbital station.
Titan calling orbital station.
Mayday, mayday, requesting urgent assistance for the survivors of Ana Gorge and Rose city. Repeat, this is an urgent request for assistance for the survivors of Ana Gorge and Rose city…
Epilogue
In 2090, astronomers agreed on the site for the first human colony outside the solar system. This was mostly thanks to Yan Si, and his work on decoding the Titanese language. The writing on the ancient monuments turned out to be maps and details of surveys of extra solar planets, and the astronomers had based their decisions on them. The program had been funded by the Chen family. And when the council gave Yan Si the privilege of naming the first exploratory probe, he decided to call it the “Deep Sea Fish”.
The name was inscribed not only on the chassis of the probe, but in Yan Si’s most well known work on interstellar archaeology.
Unfortunately, we are deep sea fish, tied down by gravity. We have our gravity quotas to try to escape it, to try to swim up painfully toward shallower water, but it costs us in resources and lives. Those life forms that went before us, leading the way for us humans, we envy them, seek them, research then…
But, as a girl said once, we should try to catch up with them.
She was a deep sea fish that wouldn’t stay on the ocean floor.
Read the original Chinese in the July 2010 edition of New Realms of Science Fiction. That was the end of Deep Sea Fish, the author and I hope you enjoyed it.